Missing.Week 3 Wednesday third coarse chemo Cancelled.

Liver not happy therefore week off from Chemo

Since week 2 i have noticed a change, my stomach seems to get cramps and it needs a hot water bottle to calm it down, going to ask the nurse to day if they can help.

My weight is down today 79KG

Hair still intact infact Friday Corral cut my hair and it looks good no great.

Missing because thats how i feel at the moment, i seem to be getting more grumpy with people who really don’t deserve it.

Last week managed to get out each day for fresh air and a small walk went football on the saturday really enjoyed that apart from the result.

If i had a bucket list FA Vase would have been on it, i’ve been to Wembley twice in the Vase & trophy as a guest of Steve Whittle from DCFA thanks steve i loved it.

Monday and tuesday have been hard although i feel much better today.

Tuesday my Weesa came down from london on the coach as the trains were on strike’ we spent the afternoon watching the film A Good Year.

Me prompting whenever there was a quote,

Why does Lawrence like the desert ” because its Clean”.

Tip ”Dont pat a burning dog”.

Kim is there every minuet looking after me giving my daily doses of Cannabis oil and love xx.

I miss my old self .

After today’s chemo i think i have a meeting next FRIDAY 13Th (lucky number) to see how i’m doing with my doctor, potentially i have another three coarse starting the following week’ but thats subject to my bloods reacting to the chemo i think.

More questions to be asked so far my Doctor has been honest and truthful which i cant ask any more.

One question is playing with me now i have given up meat CUMBERLAND SAUSAGES.

If theirs no point why not!!

Chemo in the black bag usually takes a three hours to drip feed into my body then home.

So today at a loss really wanted chemo today but not to be.

Trying to think of a song that sums up today.

Jimmy Cliff : there are more questions than answers.

Quote: Worry is a misuse of your imagination.