HAND ON MY BACK

15/4/20 a Wednesday afternoon the suns out.

Last weeks chemo went OK but as it seems this weeks didn’t my plates (Bloods) were not up to another session this week so Tuesdays chemo was cancelled Parr for the coarse it seems hay ho another day in paradise. My next chemo is 28th April and on the 27th i speak to my consultant Rachel all first names now as my destiny is in her hands.

Motivation is and has been hard especially when you are trying to be Howard Hughes keep out of the way off this Corona disease, yes i have a garden which helps and yes the hospital is being run like a military lock down , my treatment is now at the private hospital the Harbour just across the road same great team of nurses can’t praise them enough.

Exercise seems to be an excuse swollen plates of meat all you have to do is put them up don’t listen!!

Me hobsons choice seems to have given up so i might train as a tick tack man at the races.

Apples and Pears could be a mountain as far as i’m concerned there are 14 steps to get me to bed, hand rail in one hand i pull myself up lay on bed i made it.

Now the moral of this story yes ive got cancer not sure who’s winning red or white cells but i seem to have added fear, fear to do anything until the ”hand on my back” reminded me that…………i can walk more than 5 feet climb stairs, there are by ways so get on with it………….

Har har the hand is right, so what do i need…………………..tools, help,support…………………………

No Stormzy, James Brown, Luther Vandross,MUSIC.

So iphone in one hand i set off to explore the garden one leg in front of the other starting with Shut up through to big for your boots,wow it ant hard this walking now the man, only one song 15 minuets long SEX MACHINE James brown i went up the alley inside the house even made some stairs had a sit down a few times but that’s not a problem im moving, now its Mr Vandross NEVER TO MUCH little dance up the alley way round the garden sit down now to write the blog steps today 1182 against 77 yesterday this included homes under the hammer a place in the sun ect ect LOL

One other bit of news the hand and myself contacted Professor Bridgewater we had a conference call 3.30pm all on track there are three of us awaiting the pills corona and the paperwork is holding them up, man of few words tablet is a FGFRG to be taken until it has hunted down all the tumors shrunken them .

With 8 more weeks to go more hurdles lets hope Rachel can keep me alive…………………………

The hand on my back as always is Kim never faltering i love her so much but never say enough.